Thursday, August 6, 2009 5:15 PM
Another day's passed... ...
I'm going to be 15 tomorrow. I'm excited, but i don't want it to arrive either. This thought brings me to another, and another. And not all of them are nice. Some are nice, some are sad and some just remind me of my grandfather.
I wonder how is he doing now. Does he still remember me? And the rest of us? I hope he does. Sometimes, i just wish that i can go over and accompany him. He was always there for me when i needed him. I want to be there for him too. I just want him to know that life hasn't been the same without him. He was, and still is a pillar of strength for all of us. He always will be. The jigsaw puzzle is now incomplete because he took one piece of it with him when he left. But i know it will be complete again someday, when our whole family reunites once more... ... I look forward to that day, for when that day arrives, i will see my grandfather, again.
I don't know why, but i seem to be rather reflective these few days. Maybe i'm connecting with my inner being?? :P
Pei Xuan's birthday is tomorrow too!!! Happy birthday! :)