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Today's R-cubed day. We students became 'rag-and-bone' people for the day. Don't be mistaken. I'm not complaining. Just trying to be informative. :) Then, my group knocked on 8 floors without collecting anything. I guess it's because it's a weekday, and it was 8-something. So, people are either still asleep or off to work. :(

Then, we were supposed to have pizza. But the place wasn't open, so we had Mcdonald's instead. It was not bad. Then, i found my mummy at Civics centre. So, i took my library card and went to the library with Pek Lian.

Speaking of Pek Lian, She say i didn't update my blog. So i told her i did. Then i just realised that she could be referring to the other one which i 'abandoned' some time ago. Anyway, its all clear now. I update my blog ok?? Not often, but i do. :)

I LOVE PHYSICS!!!!!

I know what you people must be thinking. But no, i am not refering the Michael Jackson's 'movie'. I'm referring to my exam results.

I can tell you 1 thing though. I improved. Not alot, but it's still an improvement nonetheless. Just in case you are curious, here's an overview. But i must warn you, the results are not final. These marks are just purely for the papers i sat. Not including the previous term's results. And i'm not very sure of the marks myself...

English : I don't know
Elementary Math : 66/100
Additional Math : 75/100
Biology : 65/100
Chemistry : 66.5/100
Physics : 72.5/100
Chinese : 68/100
Humanities : 68/100

I know there are lots of B's and not many A's. But compared to my mid-year, this is good. And i'm rather happy with it, considering i improved for my biology. I'm just not happy with the way i threw away my marks. I gave... tonnes of incomplete answers. And i'm PISSED with myself. For example,
- I missed out 'by osmosis'. This cost me 1 mark.
- I missed out ' oxygen-water bonds'. This cost me a total of 2 marks.
There are lots more, but i think i'll bore you out if i tell you the rest. If i didn't make these stupid mistakes, I would have A's instead of B's for biology, chemistry and humanities. I am happy with my physics and Additional maths. Actually, i'm SUPER happy with my add. maths. 75/100. A huge improvement compared to my M.Y.E., where i failed...

I want to go to N.Z.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!

That's the good part. I don't know if the other thing that happened to me is good or bad. I didn't really have time to think about it since it was exam period.

Melissa said she 'dropped out from the group'. She said she felt left out. But didn't she realise that she's not the only one who feels left out? I do too. But i don't let it show. I try to make do with what i have. I'm sure Jia Wen feels left out at times too.

Melissa also said her life was complicated. She said Jia Wen's life and my life seemed so much simpler. Doesn't she know everyone has their own problems? It's not how complicated your life is. It's how you deal with the problems in your life that makes your life simple or complicated. I got angry when Claudia told me she felt that way. She was being naive then. NOT me.

I tried to salvage the situation a little. But it didn't work. I guess we lost her. It's never going to be the same again. But i'll move on. We'll move on. Even if i don't want to, i have to. For me. For my family. And for that special friend in my life.

Maybe you people think that i'm making a mountain out of a molehill. It may seem that way to you. But to me, it's not. It's a very big thing.

I always thought that friends were forever. I saw my friends losing their best friends. I saw. But i thought it would never happen to me. I thought that Jia Wen, Melissa, Claudia and I would remain. But i was wrong. Now, i realise how naive i was to think that way. I now know that it can happen, and it will happen again at some point in my life. But i will try my best not to let it happen. I already lost one friend, I won't let it happen again. I promise.

I agree that Melissa's very different. But i don't think that led to the situation today. I think it's her thinking. To me, her thinking's a little too naive. She must realise that what she feels, everyone will too. It's a matter of how often, and how they deal with the feeling.

Maybe we're just too different. Maybe that's why. But no matter the reason, i'll always remember the times we had togehter. I'll remember them now. I'll remember them tomorrow. I'll remember them forever.