Saturday, August 8, 2009 3:09 PM
I think she's really gone.
She left without a word. Now, the most fun and enjoyable part of my school life has come to a close.
She should be in england by now, seeking treatment. For what though, i do not know.
She kept all her problems to herself, not wanting to burden her friends. Now, i don't know if i'll ever see her again. I don't know if i'll ever be in touch with her again.
If she thinks that it will lessen our hurt by leaving quietly, she's wrong. She aggrevated it by doing so. She chose to leave on my birthday. Whether it was intentional or unintentional, i don't care. I just want her to come back.
There were some signs actually. But i didn't notice them.
She behaved differently.
She ignored us for awhile.
She just didn't act normal.
But i didn't take them to heart. I just overlooked them and continued with my life. And drowning her with all my problems.
I guess i wasn't a good friend.
I guess it was my fault.
I just hope she'll be fine.
I just hope that she'll remember her friends.
I just hope that someday, she'll be back. To stay.